211 - email to Sen Hock on his abusive character (21.1.2011)

Greetings from George!

Hi my dearest brother Hock,

Thank you for giving me opportunity to be in your space for the past one year. It has given me ample time to coach and guide you and Alice.

Now is 'report card' time. I wish to share with you sincerely and truthfully some brief feedback from my heart.

After much thoughts, I decided to share with you my observations about your inner world and unconscious thoughts and behavior. The purpose here is all for your own growth and awakening!

1. Check your persistent angry and resentful energy which is obviously felt, particularly so in the presence of your beloved wife, Alice.

2. You hold strong hostility and hateful feeling against her, the closest soul in your life!

3. You hate her and is all shown in your facial and bodily expression.

4. You harbour strong ABUSIVE energy with you and this must be healed if you truly want inner peace, grace and blessings.

5. It is all manifested in your abusive character towards her.

6. You have caused her acute emotional abuses which have affected her health severely. You can see that on her face, especially she has been coughing non-stop for some months/years! This is mainly caused by your abuses and frustration being a victim.

7. She is weak by nature and instead of protecting her, you often cause tremendous torture and miseries to her life! Thus affecting her mind and body.

8. It is all for your own good to heal your "sick mind". This is your lessons for this life. The key lesson here is "Lesson for forgiving others as well as yourself"

9. You always 'judge', 'acuse', 'condemn' 'control' and 'abuse' her. In reality, you did that to yourself. This means that you hate yourself unconsciously!

10. You harbour heavy grievances against her. In reality you hold guilt against yourself. Thus causing your life imbalanced, out-of-alignment.. Inner peace can't find a door to your heart.

11. Life is too precious to be wasted! You have experienced pains enough and it is time to move on from darkness to LIGHT!

12. Though after Nov 7, 2010 you have changed to be better, however please be kind to yourself NOT to fall back to become 'ular sawah' (water snake).

13. You must heal your mind fast before you can help Alice to heal.

14. Both of you are crying for help! I have given tremendous coaching and guidance to you both, but the rest is your own work.

15. Love yourself love yourself love yourself. There is no other short cut! Then love her truly truly truly from the bottom of your heart!

Feel free to share with me your inner feelings and emotions after reading my feedback. If you don't feel moved/touched by my feedback, then sincerely ask your soul: 'Am I ready and willing to transform?', if not why?..

If you are willing and ready to move on, you can cry and cry... then share my feedback with Alice. Healing of minds preferably be done together.

Take wonderful care and God bless.
George